Marking The End of 2010

heyy!!

The year 2010 has been one heck of a year for me. I never expected going through all I went through this year. This is the year when I had both the best & worst time of my life. It wouldn't be enough for me to tell everything in this single post, without any summarization, of course :)

I'm just not exactly in the best mood to write anything actually because I have so many things in mind to do later on, but I do have some things to share before I leave though.

I just began typing but I feel that I need to stop already. I really do have many things to say but my fingers just can't project the letters right now :( I'm just too distracted by my plans for today. Haihhh.

As this marks the end of 2010, I must say I am looking forward for a better year next year. I have so many plans in mind and I hope I can get them accomplished :) InsyaAllah :)

worst time of my life =(

okay..today i want to share sumthin with ya all..where shud i start eh=="

i had a friend long time ago which i meet in a online game..and yes she's a girl..from the 1st time i meet her..i thought she just like an others girl out there..i mean..biase2 je la kan..but to be honest..this girl was totaally different..i think she's the best deary frenz that i ever had..hahaha..

her name?  tak payah la nak mentioned  her name here..yela privacy kan =D...so just keep it as a secret and down low..ok..i got her number directly from herself...so am i good enough to be a gentleman?hahaha..actually i like that girl very much...maybe because of her beauty =)..i like the way she took care of me..well..to be truth..none of us declared this relationship as a couple..but..we did just like it was..everythng we shred together..

laugh =O
joy =)
tears T_T
problem =S

ughh!! i miss tht moment..both of us go on like this in about a year..although my focus on study had gone with the wind..but i dont care..i like the feel of lovey dovey..hahah..


but when exam was just around the corner.. i said to her that i want to try focusing on study..maybe she missunderstood..so she tried to stay away from me..i thought she was busy..so i just let it goes..we seldom texting and laughing like before..tup tap tup taap...walaah!!she had a new BF.uuuuuuuw~~..haih..tak kesah la kan...one shut..two more open =)..but from what i seen..she's much happier than before..so as long as she was happy...this is good enough for me..hopefully that her new BF can keep his treasure..kept her smile sweety ..lagipun there's nothing much i can do for her..yela..im not a wealth person..hmm..so dont worry peeps..if one window shut, two more will open..so TEAAA~~

seek for a better paid-job

*knock* *knock*
im homeeee! GYEAHH! home sweet home~..haha..

well..its been more than 2 days i've not update my blog...sory yaa ... actually i just came back from my kampung..aaahhh~ i like the surrounding of my kampung...more less macam kampung upin ipin laa..haha
of coz there's no internet..thts whay my blog is full with the dust! whooaaa!! sound cool eyh?..hahaha..okay..im now bz seek for a job...yela...baru finish SPM kan...but the prob is..i dont know where to find it..my mom said "just take whtever job u got,yg penting experience"...so if i pick to be a drugs dealer?? haha...xperience kannn ;p

ok la...==! seriously...i segan nak mintak keje...sumtym i tfikir,,better i jadi maid on my own house...ok what! mkan mnum sure settle dah..but i dun like it...coz i dun get the freedom...u know wht i mean ryt?....of coz teen like us want to enjoy ur life....so if i still stuck in my house? how come i want to enjoy? lepak-ing...facebooking...gaming...hahah..so pplease give me some suggestion on wht kind of job should i take ;D

where to start?

ok look...im writing down this shit just to test my writing on blog..yeah u know..when we try on a new thing..of coz we excited..haha..thats wht we call..INTRODUCTION!!..opss sorry my bad =(...okay..let me know each other...starts withhh...emm...errr..urgh! no idea at all..ok la..me first..from wht i know..my mom n dad give me this name...[ I. K. H. W. A. N]..such a nice name huh?..yeah..i love it very much..but..but..but =="...ther's always 'tapi' in our life...people call me..APAM..yes!..apam <3 nothing wrong ryt?..haha...i dun care of wht ppl want to call me..apam....balik...ikhwan...whtever it takes...its ALL goes to the SAME meaning..tht's me =D...hmmm...nothin special bout me...im not a person with a great 'power'...or.....with a lot of 'money'...so what im really love is about computer..ther's smthing tht calm me down when it goes to computer...aaahhh~..refreshing ..haha....ok..i'll introduce myself later okay...(sorry for my broken english)